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Marissa Marie

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This Is For You by spacecdt07, literature

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This Is For You

My heart is lost in the ashes of your last cigarette. You are everything bad I'll ever want to forget. You've become the fog that darkens my day And the winds that blow my happiness away. You are the shadow that brings flowers death. You're the drought that kills all the rest. You're devestation and fires and floods. You're any pain that brings forth blood. You plague the broken, the battered, and weak. You cause for the innocent shelter to seek. You halt the song before I can sing. You shoot the sparrow before it takes wing.

Lorelai by spacecdt07, literature

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Lorelai

You know I'm wicked. I'm a siren to you. My love is a trap. That's what I do. I draw you in And then you want more. Each time you're free, There's another lure. My words are my bait: They cast my spell. Though you don't know it, It's your own hell. I tempt you and try you And leave you with thirst. The longer it lasts, The nights will get worse. It tears you apart And then I return To mend your heart And erase what you've learned. Your hear is shattered: A catastrophe in days; A massacre of love; Still no signs of my ways. I'll show you the passion, What you hoped all along; And then run away. You'll think you've d

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So Much To Say by spacecdt07, literature

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So Much To Say

How 'bout I cry? How 'bout I let the tears dry? I'll let them ruin my makeup And mess my face up. But you wouldn't care. You'd just laugh and declare That I'm only weak, Submissive, and meek. That I wasn't good enough: That's why you bit the dust. But I'll put on a face And I'll walk full of grace. Slowly I'll change To move to your range. I'll be more amazing, Do some hell raising Just because I can. Then you'll know who I am. You'll find that you miss The girl you once kissed. Then we'll be better friends. The fighting will end. We'll hold in how we feel. We'll never reveal That inside there's a hole Where there onc

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Untitled by spacecdt07, literature

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Untitled

It is not against the law to flee. I flee away from things I've done. I've done so many things all wrong; all wrong at least, in my own eyes. My eyes no longer cease to cry. To cry forever might be a sin, A sin that I might hold within. Within, my frail heart's not safe; Safe if love is not the case: A case, wherein, I do confide, Confide that I've been known to hide: To hide when only truly smitten, Only smitten when I've been bitten. Bitten by a mite most cruel, Cruel in making me the fool. A fool of lying, that is I. I'm the one who needs to try; To try and stop the foul mistakes, Mistakes that only I could make. Mak

Beneath by spacecdt07, literature

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Beneath

The hallways are crowded with shouts of “hello.” They’re almost oblivious to what’s growing below. Under the foundation, a creature is seething; It’s ready to act, with its heavy, hot breathing. It had only begun with a simple, small spell When I stumbled upon the demon’s dark cell. I was exploring the school (with backpack in tow), When I came to a stairwell that was hidden before. I sneaked through the passage, not sure what there’d be And darkness got thicker, like a tempest-tossed sea. I felt for the walls, trying for a light. I flicked on a switch and slowly gained sight. Though still dark a

Not an Android by spacecdt07, literature

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Not an Android

I had always wanted to write a novel but never really had the time or chance, so this is as close as I’m gonna get. I hadn’t thought about him for a while. Okay, actually it was for a weekend. But that was still substantial. We had always been acquaintances and sometimes talk in the hallway around mutual friends, but then something changed. We became friends. It all started only a few months before. He was always on my mind for quite some time. Summer came and everything changed. I was still going to see him twice a week or more, but there were other people. Closer people. I began to get opportunities in other places besides pract

Away Tonight by spacecdt07, literature

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Away Tonight

Did you see my eyes on that night? Did you see them fill with sorrow? Could you imagine the emotion? Did I want to see tomorrow? When you said it was over, all I could do was cry. When I got home that night, I felt that I should die. I looked out the window, what did I see? The headlights of your car shining up at me? No. All I saw was rain. And to my car I went. I had to get away from here, before my time was spent I’m finally alive! I’m fast! I’m free! Why am I being enclosed, by a midnight sea? Some one get me away from this dreadful place! I’m no longer fearless. I can’t win my own race. I

Just by spacecdt07, literature

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Just

Just another day, out on the porch swing. The lemonade was watered down from melted ice, and I was reading The Great Gatsby. I didn’t notice anything in the scenery change until I turned a page. There, coming up our long, dusty drive, came a Candy-Apple-Red Corvette. The exact one that would whisk me away on hot summer days and bring me home late on cool fall nights. The very one that my father threatened to demolish if my heart would be broken. The same one that I ran from on a rainy, grey day. I didn’t really have to guess who it was; I just wanted to see if I was right for comfort. Though I knew who it should have been, I hel

Gerund by spacecdt07, literature

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Gerund

Witnessing a truce of mind and heart Hoping for love, but drifting apart Waiting for freedom, far from the cold Searching for hatred, reaching my soul Bathing in denial of from my own flesh Singing a ballad that never was fresh Drowning in pools of eternal despair Taking a breath of a deadly night's air Running from something that I've never known Chilling myself straight to the bone Breaking the ties that I once made Picking up stones that I once laid

Get Over Yourself by spacecdt07, literature

Who knows? by spacecdt07, literature

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Who knows?

Catastrophe Apostrophe Monotony And botany Antelope Cantelope Kaleidoscope Who's the pope? Uncle Sam Toast and jam Newborn lamb Body slam Call a cab Science lab Just a dab Take a stab Book report Be a sport Witch's wart Tennis court Frankenstein Cheese and wine Please be mine Five and dime Holy grail Posted bail Chip and Dale Safety rail Black as ink Skating rink Sit and think On the brink Chips and dip Take a dip Don't give lip What a gyp.

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Windows by spacecdt07, literature

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Windows

Beautiful eyes: A glimpse inside. There's no disguise; You cannot hide The fact that you Are lost behind The brownish hue. I try to find A little life Inside the dark. The years of strife Have left their mark Within your gaze. I look with dread And stand amazed. I see ahead: There's a fight Within your mind. What's wrong is right. You're left behind. The fragile mask, The empty eyes; You'll never last. There's no disguise.

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Artist // Hobbyist // Literature

United States
Deviant for 16 years
She / Her

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I love to write. I don't write as well anymore because my inspiration came from heartache and it seems that I don't have that anymore.
Also 98.2% of my poetry and stuff on here is from when I was in high school. Study hall was my most productive time (for my poetry, not my schoolwork).

Current Residence: my home
Favourite genre of music: most everything
Favourite photographer: Katelyn Judy
Favourite style of art: performance?
MP3 player of choice: Juke
Shell of choice: conch?
Wallpaper of choice: Duckies?
Skin of choice: mine?
Favourite cartoon character: SLYLOCK FOX!
Personal Quote: "There's no 'i' in 'suck,' but there's a 'u.'"

Favourite Movies

Across the Universe, Accepted, Up

Favourite TV Shows

Veronica Mars, Glee

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

way too many to list

Favourite Writers

Lewis Carroll

Favourite Games

Clue!!

Favourite Gaming Platform

the kitchen table?

Tools of the Trade

pencil/colored pen, notebook, whatever is near me

Other Interests

writing, music, singing

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spacecdt07

May 8, 2015

Devious Journal Entry

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I haven't written a journal entry in just under 5 years. Good God how things have changed. George eventually came home September 2010. We hung out once before he met one of my best friends and married her only months later. They now have two children and as far as I can tell, they're ignorantly blissful. Needless to say, I no longer have any contact with them seeing as how they broke my heart. Also, I no longer identify as Mormon. I don't identify as "inactive." I don't see myself ever going back to that world, while I can still relate. I now consider my religion to be Open Minded. As my religion has shifted, so did my friend groups. I

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spacecdt07

Jun 14, 2010

I'm pretending to be calm right now.

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So. My life is chaos. Actually, my mind is chaos. So many things going on. I don't even know where to start. Love. Jordan. Ohio. Decepticons. August. Juan. Utah. Gargoyles. Awkward. Taylor. Writing. Cold. Gossip. Texting. I can't explain it all. It just seems that lately my life is moving so fast. We're almost half way done with June and I feel like I've gone nowhere and everywhere at the same time. I've become a person who I wouldn't even recognize four years ago and yet I feel like I've never changed.

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spacecdt07

May 11, 2010

Maybe I'm amazed

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We broke up. Or I broke up with him. Or we're taking a break. I don't really know what we're doing. I wrote him saying that I can't wait anymore, that I wasn't necessarily in love with another guy, I just can't wait because it kills me to be with him and away from him at the same time. I told him that I still love him, that I'll never not love him, that I can't imagine my future without him because that future seems impossible. I told him that I still want to be his best friend, still want to write to him, still want to see him at the airport. He wrote me back telling me not to write, not to come to the airport. He said we can still be friend

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Thanks

Thank you so much for faving "She Envisions Rainbows."

I'm glad you liked it. ^^

thanks for the fave!

Thanks for the fav

I have a lot of other shots that aren't on here yet, might do that today though, actually

thanks for the fav

Writers are under-appreciated on this particular website. I know that well, as will you, in time. I want to take a look, when I've more time to sit and soak it in. Huzzah, welcome to DA.

Rellik00

Feb 14, 2008

hhmm... i don't even remember you being in my math class... thats wierd..